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[08 Jul 2006|08:12am] |
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So yesterday we went to Lenny's and shit, that was some crazy going. A big ass gallon of E&J mix with the barcadi hurricane that i got... the fake increable hulk lol shit got me ripppedd then we smoke like 1245073409 blunts to the face. Oh man was i high and drunk out of it. I remember the last thing i did was smoke another one with little Eric at the park and then have my sister caught me mad out if it with her friends. I ended up going home mad blasted thanks to her. What a mistake i made lol... My mom was on some shit with me first cuz she saw my eyes mad red and cuz she found out about a summons i got. I Woke up mad early today for 2 reason i couldn't sleep more and the shit worried me... I wonder what is she gonna do today. Can't wait.
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| There is people who still want me to |
[03 Jun 2006|03:18pm] |
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Plan B - Frikitona |
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Update after all these years. What to say, well 2 days ago we got blasted as aways It has been like 34983442 years and we still doing the same thing (drunk/drugs). So yeah that happen we started play fighting and poor old Alex P. Fell and fucked up his finger with a glass. It's was cool in a way cuz he was so high he didn't feel shit then at the ambulance they were taking pics etc. We also drank at the hospital, snuck him out to drink and the guys stole mad shit lol.
P.s. 2 Months in Jersy? mmmm
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| Now and Forever |
[19 Dec 2005|01:35am] |
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Saosin - Translating the name |
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Rupture the chains and pick up your pistol…
Aim at the dying cripple whose head is fracture and legs are detached from his body
Soon you will separate his arms and use it for your own advantage.
Have you ever wonder why solar system has continuous bright stars!?
Maybe if you dig enough and worse than a machines, you might actually hide and try to cover
Yourself from the enchanting lights.
Prepare the C4 and other explosive hidden In your mine and press the detonator to blow up the deep hole of your greed and make sure when is done, you stick to your gold. Run to know that you're not inside or you'll end up crawling and finally understand the meaningful things in life that you haven't value.
I have heard a dozen of voices trapped in a room of empty thoughts and still the silences talks through the facial expression of some. So many baffled head turned to others for answer but soon their
Own eyes betrayed them... Those eyes who claim to see beyond the dark and end up being blind to the daylight.
These story remain untold and soon they will evaporate towards one of the atmosphere's shelf where it will be reserved for while then thrown back at the people again with nature's pouring rain.
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| November 20 a night that i won't forget |
[21 Nov 2005|01:29am] |
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Now i really experienced weed for the first time and to be franklyn i loved it. I had like 28372037 different emotions at the same time but the best of them all was having an orgasm LOL. MaryJane is a slut. Anyhow wooo very relaxing night.
P.s. i wrote this for nigga Lemy
Hope you got home to the light of god. The darkness around us and the desert streets are no good for us. The 2 guys who owned it all with cigs to their mouth and capi to complete the mission. Payphone can not out top our movie and rare shit occur every so often. Good thing I still have the right attire. Remember it still resting on my thighs and the motion it made while I was walking it was very satisfying. It’s wrapped around me legs all the way to the upper level. Now that I found my refuge the munchies hit me. I had those hamburgers that some ppl might call “McChiken” not realizing they were cold it ran down my throat like water. To finish the night I brushed my teeth, showered and log into the electronic world where I expected to meet again with my co-worker.
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| ::sigh:: |
[15 Nov 2005|02:48am] |
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And what about, times I was there
And what about, dedication I gave
And what about every tear I cried
And what about all the words I said
All these words I put into place
All these details that went unnoticed
What about satisfaction I receive
Do you understand I won’t let you leave
So let's just sleep
So this dream will last forever
So let’s just sleep
It’s the only way we will be together
My feelings will be with you and the worms
And our skin will breed black and red flowers
Your screams for me will be with me forever
And the flies on your corpse will taste sour
Everything will taste sour
It’s the blast from my gun that screams I love you
And your pale body that confirms the empty bottles were telling the truth
When I make our final bed with a shovel
I hope you can tell me how good I look in my last suit
We came so far
All for nothing
Now I’ll show you
I am something
No expression
You have no soul
Now drop those pants
Let’s rock and roll
You and me
We will be
Together forever
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| New start |
[08 Oct 2005|12:24am] |
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I finally got a job at Ricky's!? what are the odds of that. Anyway i worked for 10 hours today, it drained every little piece of energy within me and to make it worse i didn't eat until i got home which was at 8pm from 9am. Yo, girls are stubborns and hard to understand (random but true)psssfffttt.
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| I am f-cked friend. |
[05 Oct 2005|04:15am] |
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Silverstein - Giving Up |
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If you had a friend that introduce you to a certain person you felt attractive to but you never actually did anything with the person because your friend is interested in her/him and one day you guys hit it off and you don't tell your friend, what would you do? After an elapsing day your feeling for this person grew a little more but now she/he is confuse on whether who should she/he be with? Would you feel guilty and let her go or do something about? Anyhow the dilemma of the day is that and i think i am giving up.
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| Chaos Legion |
[26 Sep 2005|10:55pm] |
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Head Automatica - beating heart baby |
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Alcohol!! I think I am going to die at a young age, I can feel my liver being torture every time I am drunk and I barf. D.R. was fun a bit unexpected but fun. Now back in NY life seems the same, boring the only thing that makes it exciting is all my close friends all together drinking/partying. I had crush on some chick from DR but she turned out to be a gold-digger. I am in desperate need of a job because I am 18 and I need to move out and I need a car and I need to get away from my crazy parents. Why the f-ck do we have to move to the Bronx? My dad is on crack but I have him figured out. I know he wants us to move because he has like 3 girlfriend and doesn’t want my mom to find out. Poor her, she hasn’t figure it out and I don’t think I’m going to tell her because is none of my business. Anyway there you have it a pointless boring update. Till then.
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